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Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 10:32 PM
Haizsi.. Life is gettin borin after every single day.. Nw learnin to accept e diff changes..Tins doesnt seem hw it seems.. Hw i wish it wil stay less complicated after each day.. Y does life hv to b tis way ?? It wil hurt ppl again n again .. Mayb tis is fate tat e ppl hu r hurt to come tis life instead of e previous or b4 ?? Hw i wish i was born earlier or later instead of tis hell-goin-life startin fr e day i was born .. Some x i wish tat e ppl i met r less comlicatin n r more carin.. Den e world would b more peaceful every single passin day..But nw here i m learnin to accept changes of every single day is workin.. Mayb.. I should jst gib up on Flute ?? Learn to gib up n 4get.. But i cant seem to 4get Flute at all.. It seem to b in my head.. I even cried yes when Mr Khoo brief us bout some tins on tue.. I cried due to some tins.. Nobody noes y.. I m so fustrated.. I dun noe hu i like at all ?? I dun believe in love at all.. I believe tat it actually doesnt exsist at all.. Hu noes whether it exsisted.. Every x i c ppl cryin over love makes me feel more prejusdice against love.. It doesnt seem to even exsist in tis world.. Ppl keeps sayin tat fate wil brin couples 2gather.. But i dun tin so.. So i hope life wil b more happy n less complicatin.. N to those hu tins tat dyin is e best way.. I tin tat is a stupid idea lar.. Hu sy dyin is e best way.. I dun tin so at all.. If eu die, wat bout those ppl hu cared bout eu ?? It wil sayin tat eu wil b selfish n leave them.. I hate selfish ppl.. E ppl may b sad n may nort wan to continue to live on.. Den tat means eu r a murderer hu killed ur v own person tat eu cared bout.. So if anytin happen, jst take tat eu r on a roller coaster ride wher ther r ups n downs in life.. So smiles to those ppl hu r sad..I oso dun noe y i m writin all tis rubbish.. Suddenly feel like writin ??Anywaes, i wil b leavin 4 malaysia bout 1 or 2am tis mornin..
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